day 3 of my blogging resolution

Today was not a good day, today was a bad day.

Fish and I are officially driving each other up the bend. It’s time school starts again. For my sanity. And yes I may sound like a horrid mother but rather a sane and happy mom than a mean grumpy one. Ditto that sentiment to the toddler. I hate sending him to school but those few hours and the routine he has is definitely a good thing for us. Maybe if there was another parental figure around it would be different but playing both mum and dad to him is really hard.

At least the photobook I worked my behind off on last night was approved this morning :) so at least once that payment is made I can actually get that done and dusted.

My account is crying. I think I am officially poorer than I have been since the age of 12. It’s horrid, I’m so scared something happens and I can’t afford to fix whatever it is. I know that finances will sort themselves out and that at least once school starts I’ll have that tutoring income again (which does help tremendously) but that will only really help as of february… *sigh* I will get through this.

I have decided that newborns are NOT my forte. Going to see how my second photographer is with them but I just can’t. I don’t have the patience. Give me a screaming toddler any day cause at least you can bribe them… shoo. It’s rather the nail in the “no more kids for me” coffin. MAYBE one day someone will come along that will change my mind but good stars he better be a god :P

I need to get back to editing…

So this is the cupcake mommie signing off

Here’s hoping tomorrow is a good day xxx